I can feel it/
Even heard a shard hit the bottom.
It’s breaking/
Breaks each more everyday
No longer filled with toxic hate
For self
For – it
Each time I have to move,
Extended
Break off bits of me bit by bit
Remould- reshape
Repackage myself
For the next step
For the next pay
For the next track
I heard it –
It was a much bigger chunk today
Everyone’s been asking why I don’t seem excited anymore these days
I’ve lost it
And I’ll never get it back
It was mine to love and nurture and cherish
Now it’s become to big for my love
I heard it break
The last pieces of my heart
As I watched myself throw away my love for my one true passion
It’s gone.
I won’t stop
I cannot
Too many people look up to me and count on me
To make them believe all will be alright
I cannot cry anymore
It made us fight
I cannot complain anymore
Or I lose my second love in life
I can feel it
The last thread of it left
Hopefully
Like a Phoenix my heart will return
Bigger and bright.